8.09.2010

Out Of Time

I'm really scared that I'm falling out of love.
This in limbo phase is no longer making me callous;
it's driving me to understanding.
I understand you now more than ever and it's refreshing,
I'm also realizing that the love between us has shifted to something… 



Unrecognizable.
I don't know what this type of love is
or where what we had went.
I don't know if my inability to know who we are to each other has
opened my eyes to who you truly are and leave me feeling
disappointed with what I see or perplexed by this person I see before me.
Love is so many things
all wrapped up in what we each want it to be.
I think you know what love is... never.
It's truly a figment of our imagination.
I believe this now more than ever.
And that's not even coming from a cynical place.
Just a realization*